and then post it on to your journal so others can see!! wicked idea


Finish the story.. It was raining the night they came and destroyed my town.Finish the story.. by ~Mellowillow
They came while we all slept, tired from our days hard labour in the fields.
The families on the outskirts of town were the lucky ones that night; they slept never to wake again. The Riders came in and slit their throats quietly and quickly.
Eventually though, the rest of us became aware something was wrong, and it turned to chaos, people I had known my entire life were dying in the mud, left for the animals to devour in the coming days. Left for death to claim.
For days after, all I could smell was smoke and blood. I felt as though the smell would be forever on my skin. A harsh re


Flawed Heart I'm fighting this warFlawed Heart by ~Mellowillow
This war inside
I can't break loose of what I feel
I can't escape my fear
I should know better
To think I can make this right
To think I can change the way it is
To feel this way, again
Go, go
Run while you can
Don't look back
You won't find what you're looking for
I see your face break with pain
I watch your heart shatter
I hold you in my hands
And I crush you
One day I know things will change
I wish I could have changed for you
Go, go find another
And I'll hold my broken heart
Go, go
Don't wait for me
I have to fix myself
Before I can hold another's heart
And when It all falls down
I know it wa


You don't want me I don't know what I have to do to make you want me like beforeYou don't want me by ~Mellowillow
I don't know what I have to do to make you care
But nothing you can say will ever hurt me
Nothing you can do will make me cry
I know I can live without you
You've never seen who I really can be
I don't think you ever wanted to
We were always getting it wrong
Still
I never wanted anyone but you
Now all the rooms seem empty
Now all the doors are slamming shut
Now the rain won't stop falling
My heart has stopped beating
I tell myself it's not me
It's you
It's not me
It's you
It's not me
But it is me, it always was.


I'm yours Make me into what you wantI'm yours by ~Mellowillow
I want to be what you need
I'm tired of being undesired
I'm tired of being the one whose heart has to bleed
Turn me into your dream
Turn me into your fantasy
I want to be held
I want out of this lonely agony
Pretend I'm better looking
I'll let you close your eyes
I just want your touch
As long as you don't mind the lies
Write the words I say
I can be silent as the grave
You can ignore me if you wish
It's me who is the slave
Hide me in the shadows
You can lead me astray
But let me keep loving you
Keep my emptiness away