Dear Jerk

Dear Jerk

Hello Jerk.
Remember me?
I'm that girl you just passed on the street. You know the one, the one you just called FAT?
Do you say that to all the girls, or am i just lucky?
I heard you laughing.
Huh
I guess you think you're pretty funny? Nah. you're not. You're a jerk. Your friends think so too, stop and take a listen...They aren't laughing with you. They think you're being a Jerk too.
You're not even being an original Jerk. Do you really think that if you think that I am FAT, you're the only one thats called that out as they pass me in the street? maybe you are, maybe you're not...

Who's to say who's FAT and who's not anyway? The magazines? Television?
Nah. Look around you Jerk. Look at the real world. real girls aren't size nothing. and if they are, maybe they are lucky?
Back in the old days, a girl with a wider figure like mine, would have been the first picked to be married. Do you know why Jerk? I bet you don't.. your tiny little brain only has room for childish insults... I would have been picked first because I am Healthy.

I don't like being called FAT. When I was a child, I was picked on. Everyday. and called FAT.
There's that saying "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" but what they don't tell you is that something like calling someone FAT is a killer.
People Die, because people like you, Jerk, call them FAT. They Starve themselves, or they Force themselves to Throw Up what little they have eaten, they Cut themselves...they Kill themselves.
You never know, Jerk, who has so little self confidence; that your Stupid, Immature, Hurtful comment; will push them over the edge, and they will take the final Plunge into their own Self Destruction.
Because. Of. You.

Hearing it over, and over again "you're FAT" "FATty!" "FATso!" Cuts like a knife wound to the heart.
Even the best days can be ruined by that word. FAT.

When you called me FAT, just now, I wanted to cry. 15 years. And it still makes me ache. 15 years of "makes you stronger" bullshit. Time has Not made me stronger. it's made my Pain worse.
Jerk. I'm not going to retaliate by saying you have a small prick, or insulting your mother, or your home life, your looks...No. I'm going to take your Nasty comment, and hide it away inside..and it will haunt me for days. your One, Quick, Passing comment. and you probably forgot who I was the moment you passed me by.

You know. In some cases, there can be legitimate reasons for someone being larger than what they are. I have a reason. Genetics. Everyone on one side of my family has a double chin. Me too. Maybe if i was lucky, i would not have inherited this. but i did. and it's likely my children will too. Genetics is something No one can help. Some people are lucky with their genetic inheritances. Some, not so much. But, it Cannot be helped.
you know, Jerk, I know a woman, who had to take steroids for medical reasons. They made her balloon. she is the most lovely, caring, kindhearted, funny woman in the world. I know that because i took the time to get to know her, i looked past the outside, and into the inside.
you're missing out Jerk, because sometimes, outward appearance is the Only good part. Not strictly Always, but sometimes.
I'm sure there are many other reasons for a woman to be larger, but today Jerk, you are lucky. You just got into my mind...my life.


So, Jerk. Next time you see someone that you is a bit bigger than what they should be, remember, only REAL women have big bums, soft bellies, wide hips, double chins, flabby arms, cellulite...
Get over it. This. Is. Who. We. Are.
If you don't like it...to Effing bad. We Aren't going to change for a Jerk like You!
Don't be a Killer, Jerk. Be a Real man, Love us for Who We Are (and that includes Everything!)

Sincerely
Proud to be me.